So day 10 brings with it the spreading of the rash. It seems to be filling in, and becoming one big burn.
The application of the efudex is so painful that it seems ridiculous to continue to do it. I have no desire to stop though, I am determined to never have to go through this again.
Some of the blistering seems to have burst, I am seeing some scaley areas that I did not see yesterday, and they are super sensitive to the touch.
I still find that the best medicine is to be busy, occupying myself so I "forget" about the discomfort.
Having the kids around, and listening to their busy days, and their projects and plans have the right kind of effect, I feel better when we are all together playing a game, or just hanging out.
Several times over the last couple of days I have felt the spirit so strongly when the pain has been the worst, it is such a comfort to know that the pain that would otherwise be unbearable is being taken up by my Savior at those times. I am so grateful for the Atonement, and for my faith in God.
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